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Monday, December 21, 2009

How can a couple after close to 20 years of marriage just give up and move on so quickly? Move on maybe in actions but not in heart. Yet it is the action that speaks and is evident to the other party? I just dont understand how...

If your heart is saying one thing, why do another that contradicts it? Even if it eases the pain for the moment, or covers up the hurt pride and ego, it doesnt hack away the root of the issue. Yes, emotions are tricky and often deserve measures opposite of what it desires, yet for two so grown up, shouldnt the emotions have been handled better?

Now the consequence of all your actions have caught up. I know you miss and still care for her, was it so hard to swallow your pride and see beyond the lost cause? And I know you still desire a stable family, and with far-hidden emotions in your heart for him and the family, was it so difficult to turn back and come back?

In my unseeing eyes I see darkness and pain. Yet what can a bystander do but watch in tears as 2 hearts tear themselves tender and raw? God, please help them, and save their torturing souls... End their never-ending pursuit of alternatives. True happiness isn't so simply illustrated with that lousy utility curve of "more is better".

And God, please give me the eyes of faith to see beyond the impossible and the heart to stand.

Time and time again
You showed us you're faithful, faithful to me
How can I deny? Your love in my life.
For you are good...

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