Why do we love?

Unknown Source at 1:08 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

Installing Love

Tech Support: Yes, ... how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

Please send this to every one you know. If you delete that is okay, God's love is not based on emails .

Labels: Christ

Unknown Source at 10:51 PM

3 days(+ 1 day of service) of conference. Before it began I thought the length of it will definitely tire me out,but on the contary,I feel refreshed! Admittedly,i probably didnt understand like 90% of the content shared during the conference. Other than the 1st message on a victorious year and the message on love,i caught no ball. Haha. Yet, i felt it was really enriching cos of Pastor Cesar's faith. He believes so much in the unlogical that it becomes very contagious. So contagious that it flies 50m from the stage to my seat and I feel strangely confident in his God,Abraham's God,my God.

Can i believe that 100000 people will come to know the Lord in just one month's time? Maybe in the technicality of it,no. But 100000 seeds to be sown in 100000 people? Without a doubt!! I may not register in the 5000 people cos I'll be in the army,but that doesnt mean I cant do my part. Let there be 5001 and people doing that man... and like Ps Cesar said :SPECFIC PRAYER. So this year,there WILL be 100000 seeds. And I WILL find 12 people by Dec 31st 2007. And most importantly,the seed that was sown in my own physical father will grow. And an open door to my rather elusive mum will be opened. All by end of this year.

End of year still seems far,but now's a good time to start. Already,there's movement in my family,extended family. The seed's gonna be sowed in one of my cousins tonight. Cant wait for it... Its gonna happen,and its gonna happen in a way that i never expect it. And cos of that, the excitement's just so high.

Still,i dont deny its gonna be a challenge to sustain all these. Its one thing to be so high,another thing to be high from the source deep inside. The night straight after G12 conference,i experienced great joy and faith one moment,and hurt and heartache the next,i felt like there was no hope and that i should just give up. That attack spoilt the whole night. So i went to bed early,not to sleep,but to try find that peace and joy again. Thankfully it came back. Just goes to show how vulnerable the human mind can be. Gonna need all the help and effort to sustain,and thats gotta start NOW. All rather,start like 2 days ago =X

My new faith challange,sustain the faith!

I really thank God for family in the spiritual family.....

Labels: Christ

Unknown Source at 4:14 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Its been like what? 3.5 weeks since I last posted. Haha! So many things have happened,where do I begin? Baptism? My pathetic 88-dollar hongbao collection for this year?(88-nice number and its better than nothing at least) Daryl's salvation? The many many activities with my cell bros? The lost of internet access with both my computers getting viruses? Going on shopping sprees(sadly things bought weren't for me)?

So many things! And it has come to this. 2 more weeks in Schindler,4 more weeks to enlistment. Gulp! The frustrations of trying to find a job 2 months ago still seem very fresh in my mind. And whatever happened to my 6 pacs?! Hehe. Lack of exercise and an office lifestyle... Believe me,it cant be good for an enlistee-to-be.

At the start of this year one of my new year resolutions was to write my fictional novel on the web,whether by blog or that website I set up 4 years ago. Too bad I lost my password and Id on freewebs,so that leaves blogger. Haha. Might sound as a surprise,but I love writing! used to write stories when I was in primary school. The stories were a bit lame and very simple,but hey! It was a start. After secondary school things started going haywire so i put aside that hobby of mine. Wonder how many of my friends actually know that about me. =D Anyway I managed to start coming up with a plot and theme. Even finished my first scene. Completed planning it on my A level math practise book,and of course when CNY came,in the madness of spring cleaning,I dumped that book,and along with it my rather extensive planning =(

Now i cant really rmb what was in that first scene. I only rmb sth about an aircraft arriving in some dusty airstrip in the mystery of the night,with a few colourful individuals being brought together to "volunteer" for some mission. Very military.... Haha! Maybe its God's timing,he wants me to complete NS before writing such a novel. God helping me to write a better novel. Lol.

Well,its like 4 weeks left. So i guess i need to find that motivation to jump start my own exercise regime. Dont wanna be a zero fighter inside BMT man.

*Ok Im going to be a little chim now*(I miss being chim on my blog)

Still,saying is like some colourful and bright vapour in the air,they float up for all to see,and then disappear without leaving much of an impact.

Its also more than doing,doing can only last so long and basically implies something being completed,a temporary impact. Yet learning something and actually finding it meaningful is an entirely different thing. Its like that bright and colourful vapour mixing with the atmosphere to let off a scent. True something is created,a scent is created, but how long can the vapour last?

The most important part is being. Being doesnt necessarily means being seen by others,or actually managing to complete something,but it does mean the attitude inside is one that tries its best. Now there's some meaning in that!

So....start placing your bets! Which will Jaren do in the end-say,do or be fit? =S

"Time and tide waits for no man to get his fitness back!" - Jar

Labels: Musings

Unknown Source at 1:04 PM

Im Yours - Jason Mraz