Why do we love?

In addition to the ABBA DVD my dad found for me ytd,now i own an ABBA CD too!! WOOHOO!!! Going ABBA crazy... Next time go kbox must sing all their songs lol. Think the next time I'll go is after that 2 weeks sailing trip.

Discovered sth recently too. Negativity comes so easily to me(i.e. sian at work,upsets in relationships) but positivity is like fishing with a 30cm blunted spear. Yet people still fish with spears!! Its a matter of effort then... An effort to force my mind on positive things. So ironic,telling the brain what to think,when a brain is the center piece of all conscious and unconscious thinking.

Tested it out this morning. A blue tuesday morning when I have to drag myself out of bed to go to work when Im not in the mood. So easy to think of all the negative things,so I purposely think of all the blessings I have in my life. A good foundation in education,my homely home in the first house I lived in,the many good memories there,a functional family,finding Jesus,a good posting and my 5 more months to ORD!

Well it worked,kinda. The blues turned to light blue,den become rainbow as the day went on. The power of a decided mind!!

Unknown Source at 7:22 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

Been feeling a bit down recently. And frankly(not being emo hor!) its not getting better. But after a week or so,that heavy feeling appearing somewhere in my chest just becomes..........there.

Enough of that though,lingering on negativity just propagates more of the same thing. -Ve+-Ve not equals +Ve. Watched Mamamia today.

It was FANTASTIC!! Loved the high spirits in there,never imagined 3 grown man and 3 old women and make dancing and singing seem like so much fun. Haha. Hilarious...

Now I see why my mum liked abba a lot last time. Went home search for abba cd,couldnt find one. But dug out an Abba dvd. Cool!! Next time got time Im going watch.

Now I cant wait for the next opportunity to watch mamamia the musical. I love musicals!

Oh yeah,i wanna specially thank mingli and boong for reading my blog which is inactive most of the time. And yes!! 4/10! Looking forward to that.

Labels: Random

Unknown Source at 11:20 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I really seem to have so much time on hand nowadays. Came back from base normal time,walked my babies,stone at home,admire the scenery OUTSIDE my house and watched tv. The simple things that I just don't usually do.

On Off tmr(my last one),hopefully the guys' plans for kbox really goes on ahead. Else I take Off for nothing. In future if I want a day off I gotta apply annual leave le. No more free privileges. Stupid SAF policy,induce me to hurriedly spend all my off cos it can be taken away from me at any time. But I take comfort in the 12 more days of leave I have left. *grins* Pondering if I should go overseas next month or not.

Next week its gonna be a long week,no off,one weekday duty and only one day sailing. I seriously wish the time will just pass faster...... Unproductive mentality. Urgh!

Conclusion? Too little time...No good! Too much time...Also no good!

Labels: Musings

Unknown Source at 8:54 PM

The Mutt In My Life.

And one of the reasons why I love coming home to a cramp,dark and messy house where there's little ventilation and natural lighting. Other than the wet slops he gives me while jumping with much enthusiasm in his welcomes,he's like the most loyal thing ever la! Everytime welcome me home like its the first time in a year,and not sick of it.

By the way,Im not being emo here, but its funny how things change when you lose something. After coming to grips with that reality,everything else that one still has becomes brighter in color,more significant in meaning. Or maybe its just cos there're more time to observe things in different perspectives. Hmmm...

Conclusion? Change is not all that bad!

Labels: Musings

Unknown Source at 8:54 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

It is done! *grins*

Unknown Source at 12:37 AM

Im Yours - Jason Mraz