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Monday, December 21, 2009
How can a couple after close to 20 years of marriage just give up and move on so quickly? Move on maybe in actions but not in heart. Yet it is the action that speaks and is evident to the other party? I just dont understand how...
If your heart is saying one thing, why do another that contradicts it? Even if it eases the pain for the moment, or covers up the hurt pride and ego, it doesnt hack away the root of the issue. Yes, emotions are tricky and often deserve measures opposite of what it desires, yet for two so grown up, shouldnt the emotions have been handled better?
Now the consequence of all your actions have caught up. I know you miss and still care for her, was it so hard to swallow your pride and see beyond the lost cause? And I know you still desire a stable family, and with far-hidden emotions in your heart for him and the family, was it so difficult to turn back and come back?
In my unseeing eyes I see darkness and pain. Yet what can a bystander do but watch in tears as 2 hearts tear themselves tender and raw? God, please help them, and save their torturing souls... End their never-ending pursuit of alternatives. True happiness isn't so simply illustrated with that lousy utility curve of "more is better".
And God, please give me the eyes of faith to see beyond the impossible and the heart to stand.
Time and time again
You showed us you're faithful, faithful to me
How can I deny? Your love in my life.
For you are good...
If your heart is saying one thing, why do another that contradicts it? Even if it eases the pain for the moment, or covers up the hurt pride and ego, it doesnt hack away the root of the issue. Yes, emotions are tricky and often deserve measures opposite of what it desires, yet for two so grown up, shouldnt the emotions have been handled better?
Now the consequence of all your actions have caught up. I know you miss and still care for her, was it so hard to swallow your pride and see beyond the lost cause? And I know you still desire a stable family, and with far-hidden emotions in your heart for him and the family, was it so difficult to turn back and come back?
In my unseeing eyes I see darkness and pain. Yet what can a bystander do but watch in tears as 2 hearts tear themselves tender and raw? God, please help them, and save their torturing souls... End their never-ending pursuit of alternatives. True happiness isn't so simply illustrated with that lousy utility curve of "more is better".
And God, please give me the eyes of faith to see beyond the impossible and the heart to stand.
Time and time again
You showed us you're faithful, faithful to me
How can I deny? Your love in my life.
For you are good...
Unknown Source at 11:10 PM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Went to play L4D2 for the first time today, I must say it isn't that fun compared to L4D1. Yes there are newer weapons,stranger monsters, but the fun just isn't there. Maybe after playing L4D1, the concept just isn't new. Thats what happens in most things I guess. Excited over something new,tired of it the next day... The only exceptions to this for me so far are my dogs and God. Haha.
Anyways, I have to say I love Baptism services! Tho the opp. cost of that was a outing to Safra with my family, it was worth it. Lives saved and changed, touching other lives in the process, thats the business our God is in. A business that hasn't changed one bit since the beginning of the fall of Man. Now in about 6 days time, the 2000-over-years anniversary of a milestone event that was the greatest triumph of God's business is gonna come to pass! Christmas just rawks!
Looking forward to Christmans Stomp, miracles are gonna happen in that hall on 24th Dec man...
Anyways, I have to say I love Baptism services! Tho the opp. cost of that was a outing to Safra with my family, it was worth it. Lives saved and changed, touching other lives in the process, thats the business our God is in. A business that hasn't changed one bit since the beginning of the fall of Man. Now in about 6 days time, the 2000-over-years anniversary of a milestone event that was the greatest triumph of God's business is gonna come to pass! Christmas just rawks!
Looking forward to Christmans Stomp, miracles are gonna happen in that hall on 24th Dec man...
Labels: Random
Unknown Source at 12:45 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
A new song arising in my heart... Strange yet familiar song, something old yet refreshing. Something only Christ can bring.
I only pray this will sustain and not fade out. Lord give your people the strength to continue serving you... Its only through serving and moving on that I will not sink faithlessly.
I only pray this will sustain and not fade out. Lord give your people the strength to continue serving you... Its only through serving and moving on that I will not sink faithlessly.
Labels: Christ
Unknown Source at 12:16 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I finally got my internet working!
*In a desperate move, he unplugs the lan cable from the computer on the first floor, drags it up to the 2nd floor and plugs it into his own computer. Then he tries to arrange the lan cable so it doesnt look so conspicuous dangling from the 2nd floor*
Well anyway, its the 6th day of my soft drink fast, and its so so tough! Soft drinks are everywhere! Just ytd I ordered a meal from KFC and forgot to change the drink to sth non-soft drink. Wasted drink... ZZzzzZ... God give me the strength to carry on pleaaaaaase......
*In a desperate move, he unplugs the lan cable from the computer on the first floor, drags it up to the 2nd floor and plugs it into his own computer. Then he tries to arrange the lan cable so it doesnt look so conspicuous dangling from the 2nd floor*
Well anyway, its the 6th day of my soft drink fast, and its so so tough! Soft drinks are everywhere! Just ytd I ordered a meal from KFC and forgot to change the drink to sth non-soft drink. Wasted drink... ZZzzzZ... God give me the strength to carry on pleaaaaaase......
Unknown Source at 11:52 PM
Monday, December 07, 2009
Now I know why ppl say dnt plan ur own 21st bd party, its so tiring! Or is it just cos the party wasn't mine? The irony..haha. A "bang" end to this phase of living here. Can't get used to that.
Oh yes,Happy 21st jOa!
Oh yes,Happy 21st jOa!
Unknown Source at 1:06 AM
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
I remember a shadow of a debate in my mind this morning. The topic,"6 hrs lec, to go,or not to go". The proposition presented their arguement based on "its a easy topic anyway" and " there's always make up lec next week". But to the cut the long story short, the opposition won. Thus set in motion the agonising movement of dragging myself out of bed and to get ready for school.
Sadly, it isnt the first time such a scene has played out and, just like it is in Singapore, it isn't always that the opposition wins.
God I badly need that spirit of excellence in my studies! Feel like Im slacking these 2 months. Started strongly but the finish is well...woefully inadequate judging by the rate things are going. Come end Dec, the gears need to be stepped up a notch. God help me!!
Sadly, it isnt the first time such a scene has played out and, just like it is in Singapore, it isn't always that the opposition wins.
God I badly need that spirit of excellence in my studies! Feel like Im slacking these 2 months. Started strongly but the finish is well...woefully inadequate judging by the rate things are going. Come end Dec, the gears need to be stepped up a notch. God help me!!
Labels: Musings