Why do we love?

Its been like what? 3.5 weeks since I last posted. Haha! So many things have happened,where do I begin? Baptism? My pathetic 88-dollar hongbao collection for this year?(88-nice number and its better than nothing at least) Daryl's salvation? The many many activities with my cell bros? The lost of internet access with both my computers getting viruses? Going on shopping sprees(sadly things bought weren't for me)?

So many things! And it has come to this. 2 more weeks in Schindler,4 more weeks to enlistment. Gulp! The frustrations of trying to find a job 2 months ago still seem very fresh in my mind. And whatever happened to my 6 pacs?! Hehe. Lack of exercise and an office lifestyle... Believe me,it cant be good for an enlistee-to-be.

At the start of this year one of my new year resolutions was to write my fictional novel on the web,whether by blog or that website I set up 4 years ago. Too bad I lost my password and Id on freewebs,so that leaves blogger. Haha. Might sound as a surprise,but I love writing! used to write stories when I was in primary school. The stories were a bit lame and very simple,but hey! It was a start. After secondary school things started going haywire so i put aside that hobby of mine. Wonder how many of my friends actually know that about me. =D Anyway I managed to start coming up with a plot and theme. Even finished my first scene. Completed planning it on my A level math practise book,and of course when CNY came,in the madness of spring cleaning,I dumped that book,and along with it my rather extensive planning =(

Now i cant really rmb what was in that first scene. I only rmb sth about an aircraft arriving in some dusty airstrip in the mystery of the night,with a few colourful individuals being brought together to "volunteer" for some mission. Very military.... Haha! Maybe its God's timing,he wants me to complete NS before writing such a novel. God helping me to write a better novel. Lol.

Well,its like 4 weeks left. So i guess i need to find that motivation to jump start my own exercise regime. Dont wanna be a zero fighter inside BMT man.

*Ok Im going to be a little chim now*(I miss being chim on my blog)

Still,saying is like some colourful and bright vapour in the air,they float up for all to see,and then disappear without leaving much of an impact.

Its also more than doing,doing can only last so long and basically implies something being completed,a temporary impact. Yet learning something and actually finding it meaningful is an entirely different thing. Its like that bright and colourful vapour mixing with the atmosphere to let off a scent. True something is created,a scent is created, but how long can the vapour last?

The most important part is being. Being doesnt necessarily means being seen by others,or actually managing to complete something,but it does mean the attitude inside is one that tries its best. Now there's some meaning in that!

So....start placing your bets! Which will Jaren do in the end-say,do or be fit? =S

"Time and tide waits for no man to get his fitness back!" - Jar

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