Why do we love?

3 days(+ 1 day of service) of conference. Before it began I thought the length of it will definitely tire me out,but on the contary,I feel refreshed! Admittedly,i probably didnt understand like 90% of the content shared during the conference. Other than the 1st message on a victorious year and the message on love,i caught no ball. Haha. Yet, i felt it was really enriching cos of Pastor Cesar's faith. He believes so much in the unlogical that it becomes very contagious. So contagious that it flies 50m from the stage to my seat and I feel strangely confident in his God,Abraham's God,my God.

Can i believe that 100000 people will come to know the Lord in just one month's time? Maybe in the technicality of it,no. But 100000 seeds to be sown in 100000 people? Without a doubt!! I may not register in the 5000 people cos I'll be in the army,but that doesnt mean I cant do my part. Let there be 5001 and people doing that man... and like Ps Cesar said :SPECFIC PRAYER. So this year,there WILL be 100000 seeds. And I WILL find 12 people by Dec 31st 2007. And most importantly,the seed that was sown in my own physical father will grow. And an open door to my rather elusive mum will be opened. All by end of this year.

End of year still seems far,but now's a good time to start. Already,there's movement in my family,extended family. The seed's gonna be sowed in one of my cousins tonight. Cant wait for it... Its gonna happen,and its gonna happen in a way that i never expect it. And cos of that, the excitement's just so high.

Still,i dont deny its gonna be a challenge to sustain all these. Its one thing to be so high,another thing to be high from the source deep inside. The night straight after G12 conference,i experienced great joy and faith one moment,and hurt and heartache the next,i felt like there was no hope and that i should just give up. That attack spoilt the whole night. So i went to bed early,not to sleep,but to try find that peace and joy again. Thankfully it came back. Just goes to show how vulnerable the human mind can be. Gonna need all the help and effort to sustain,and thats gotta start NOW. All rather,start like 2 days ago =X

My new faith challange,sustain the faith!

I really thank God for family in the spiritual family.....

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