Why do we love?

14 days later,Im back! Know been neglecting blogging a little. Haha,new year's resolution for this : twice per week? No no no! Cannot have that question mark behind. Let me try that again, New Year's Resolution in terms of blogging: twice per week!! Haha. If there's one thing i could take away from an otherwise meaningless but super high countdown party ytd,its the predetermination that EJ was talking about.

If im going make that new year resolution come thru,then I better be convicted in deciding that Im gg do it. Else... the results will be like this year. So much for doing all my hwk on time in JC,for treasuring the people around me,for making full use of my time instead of my virtual time,for the many regrets in 2006. As i think back on the past year,I can safely say it was the toughest year for me ever. A levels,problem after problem,nothing I have ever encountered on my short journey. Yet there's always that silver lining in every cloud. There's light yonder!!! There're so many things I should be thankful of... Despite my parent's pending divorce,i know they still love us. Despite my failed r/s, I know I finally got myself out of a downward spiral. Despite my weak grades,Im thankful that they're not the failing kind. Despite my shallow pockets,Im glad I have enough to get by. These are just the obvious ones,but there're thousands of other small things I see the light in. Yet the root that sprouts the light: CHRIST! Cos in Him i see the light that overpours those darknesses I once saw. Words cant explain how I feel,but all i need to know is that its only cos of Him and therefore I appreciate it.

Wow that was a long paragraph... SOmetimes when I write I just get carried away. Ok moving on to more New Year resolutions. Number 1...*drum roll* Shining wherever I go! I kn very general,but i need a workplan ma. After that then can come out with training plan rite. =S Number 2... Never worry over things so much again! Number 3... Know even more friends! Number 4... Cherish the people I have now! Number 5... Get a job! =S Number 6... Learn more Thai(Teacher this's for u man ;D)
Ok I think thats all that Im truly convicted in. Other things I may say i wanna do,but i dont have the real motivation to pull thru. Like EJ said,sacrifices have to be made if i wanna decide to do sth and follow up,well i dont feel like im prepared to sacrifice more for other stuff.

Hmm..i didnt intended this to be a long post,so I better stop here. This is where we've come to... 2007. May it bring more lessons than 2006 and be a year of miraclous results!