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Monday, November 06, 2006
GP down! 8 more papers to go.. yay! *in a very falsely cheerful voice*
Too bad it feels like its over for me. Its as if I know what needs to be done and whats expected of me but I cant find the heart to power the drive to do it. Bah! Tagline these few days...No mood to study. Still trying,but find it a chore and very dry.. Sucks. Whats wrong with me man?! sO darn inconsistent!
Don't feel like myself these few days. Initially I thought its just the stress of doing a few things and the exams,but I cant be sure.Dark and pessimistic post.. Bah.. But hopefully after this some of that angry pressurizing steam generated by whatever can be let off.Woohoo!!
*sianified* Theme for now.. Dont talk to people much recently also,clamping everything inside. I wish that werent the case sia..but dunno how to. just cant find a way to explain how I feel. Doing QT nowadays is really frustrating. No matter how tired,I still leave time to do it. But no breakthrough,cant feel any revelation. Keep reading and reading and searching,trying to understand what is written and find ways to apply it to me,but feel like(in the words of somebody)
Falling sick again,just after injuring my leg. Still cant really bend my knees without some pain,and the grazes and cuts are still rather gross. Still,that doesnt really bother me with all the other circumstances round me. People seemingly falling into depression cos of work,studies,relationships. Could it be me letting these things get into my head? That might explain it...
Well,Im not in a business of finding the root cause. What I need is the cure. Sometimes its necessary to know the root to find the cure. But for now,Im putting all these into the hands of my Creator,perhaps all I need is patience and trust in him ya...
Til next time then,will be updating whenever possible,whenever I feel like I need to find some outlet. =D
Too bad it feels like its over for me. Its as if I know what needs to be done and whats expected of me but I cant find the heart to power the drive to do it. Bah! Tagline these few days...No mood to study. Still trying,but find it a chore and very dry.. Sucks. Whats wrong with me man?! sO darn inconsistent!
Don't feel like myself these few days. Initially I thought its just the stress of doing a few things and the exams,but I cant be sure.Dark and pessimistic post.. Bah.. But hopefully after this some of that angry pressurizing steam generated by whatever can be let off.Woohoo!!
*sianified* Theme for now.. Dont talk to people much recently also,clamping everything inside. I wish that werent the case sia..but dunno how to. just cant find a way to explain how I feel. Doing QT nowadays is really frustrating. No matter how tired,I still leave time to do it. But no breakthrough,cant feel any revelation. Keep reading and reading and searching,trying to understand what is written and find ways to apply it to me,but feel like(in the words of somebody)
Falling sick again,just after injuring my leg. Still cant really bend my knees without some pain,and the grazes and cuts are still rather gross. Still,that doesnt really bother me with all the other circumstances round me. People seemingly falling into depression cos of work,studies,relationships. Could it be me letting these things get into my head? That might explain it...
Well,Im not in a business of finding the root cause. What I need is the cure. Sometimes its necessary to know the root to find the cure. But for now,Im putting all these into the hands of my Creator,perhaps all I need is patience and trust in him ya...
Til next time then,will be updating whenever possible,whenever I feel like I need to find some outlet. =D
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